my bff' wedding

Am not a gud fren, actually am sucks. I didn come to my bff wedding, n
when I want to apologize thru sms, very smart I didn keep her mobile #
bcuz I lost some contacts in . I didn want to call her @ d first
place bcuz I can't stand her dissapointed voice. She's my bff since I
was in college. Since am a bit antisocial back then, she's d only one
who understands me n we shared lotsa things together. I also had some
gals to share jokes n acting silly together, but I spent more time wit
her.

She was there @ my wedding, n there's no reason I didn come to her. If
only my hubby wasn't sick, or I cud leave him and juz drive to Harapan
Indah in a heavy rain. I cud do that. I cud drive to somewhere Bekasi,
I cud face d traffic n big2 truck on my way there, I cud stand
angkot..crazy bikers..even d rocky roads. But why didn I????

I owe her my big apologize. Fyi, it's not my 1st tym didn come to my
bff' wedding bcuz of unforeseen stuffs, n for that am truly sorry.
Wedding gift altogether wit apologize gift on it's way, dear.

Faraway, yet always thinking of u.

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nyalon pagi2

Gud morning world. Udah sampe Laris neh, n dgn semangat '45 mao
creambath n massage...taunya br bs jam 8, jam segini mah baru bs cuci
blow...yasudlah gw cuci blow saja.

Ga biasanya butuh pijit so bad kayak gini. Ini imbas kmrn nungguin
Bolly yg masih byk urusan d Ritz, PP sampe jam 11an. Thou kmrn byk
makhluk kewen2 yg ikutan Fashion Week, tetep aja ga bisa tune.

Maybe I shud drop by @ lunch time. Anyway, knp mbak2 yg nge-blow gw
tangannya gemeteran...blm makan kali ya.. Gemeteran boleh mbak, asal
jgn pake lama, tar keburu 3 in 1..

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b4 I close my eyes

Lg seneng gigit pipi Bolly...I found his cheek like a ripe red apple
He seemed scared of my new habit, maybe he thought am gonna eat his
cheek like Hannibal Lecter did in Silence of the Lambs :D

It's already time to go to land of dreams, but I cannot. Tried not to
think of anything n it works, there's nothing in mind at d
moment...but I know they'll all b coming once I shut my eyes. Wish
there's a medicine that can make me sleep n not giving any chance for
my mind to think on the way there (sleep).

Mmm..I nd to sleep so tomorrow am strong enuff to face d day. Or,
since the doomsday issue been crazier these days, I just hoping I'll
wake up in heaven...a real one, of course ;)

See u God.

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from d bottom of my broken heart

Sometimes org naif kayak gw perlu dikasih liat jelek2nya orang, so gw
ga nganggep smuanya lurus2 aja. Someone like me wud always do sumthin
to d best n not take it for granted, but I left a big mistake...I
never wanted to take any credit for wat I've done. That's where am
wrong. I learned today that if u did sumthin, u've to let ppl know, so
they can give sort of a compliment..which for whole these times I
thought it was silly n so lickie.

Well, I don't want to sweat wat am feeling now. I'll find my way to
get away from all these sh***. I don't do lick ass (except literally
;P); not looking after compliments; avoid politics n hypocrisy. So,
take me or leave me. Lesson learned today is "don't work too hard,
family must always b d 1st priority."

Am so full of anger now, n trying not to throw it up to anyone so am
writing here. Writing makes me calm, besides a bottle of wine, of
course ;) Since am already broke due to this month' expenses seemed to
be floating like hell, guess blogging is more reasonable than
drinking. So u'll know where am I away if not blogging...JK :D

Am outtiiiieee..

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The Rebound

Been a very bad blogger I know. Udah lama ga update and now I just
want to give some light updates about d last movie I seen.

Last monday I watched The Rebound. It's a so called a-true-movie. It's
true because d words n d feelings just got into me. Ceritanya ttg
single mom (hubby was cheated on her), shifted to big town with her 2
lil children. Since she's a carreer woman, she needs a nanny to take
care d kids, so there's the cutie berondong to be d nanny. One thing
leads to another, they're naturally falling in love with each other.

Actually not d romantic story that keeps me thinking. There's a part
where d couple split up for like 5 years before they get together once
again at the end of the movie. What's got me interested is how they
live their life n still move on. Am so touched by the way d guy
spending d years by doing humanity works, going to India n Africa to
help poor people, make changes, build something up, having fun with
different kind of ppl..in short, he discovered n enjoyed d true face
of d world.

Life is too short to be ordinary.

Right now am not thinking on going somewhere decent. If someone ask me
to go to Africa (dibayarin yaa..) to help poor ppl, I'd jump from my
seat n say out loud "I Do!!"

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